I actually found you on my friendsfrinds list (don't know if you've come across that ... you can read any unlocked posts that anyone on your friend's friends pages has made. It can be quite fun although it annoys me deeply sometimes because mostly, it's community posts and communities are only fun if you know/care what the community is about!) But when I looked at your profile, the only person we have in common is delfeus so it's her fault. :)

I have avoided the works of HP Lovecraft, not totally intentionally. However, what I have heard in general suggests that me with my wussy nature would be better far away from these books!

Maybe reading all of "When the Wind Blows" will make it less traumatising? Sort of confronting fear, perhaps. It can work. :)