My brother's leaving

[skull_bearer]

I've wanted this since I was 2, and yet now I'm just feeling... numb. I knew he was leaving for uni this year, but then he and mum had a huge blow-up fight and while I'm certainly not sorry he's gone. I wish it could have ended differently, for her sake.
I guess I might miss him a bit too, but since our actual conversations only happened once a month, I don't think by much. It will also make visiting dad rather awkward. Sigh. Nothing's working out. I wish I was already off backpacking.

Comments

[shadowvalkyrie.livejournal.com]

Don't worry too much, I bet in the long run he and your mom will get along again. Your not-quite-happiness about his leaving probably has to do more with the general blues of familiar circumstances changing, no matter if for better or worse. *hugs*