Random update from the department of terminally bad days

[skull_bearer]

If someone asks, I will never again be able to say I have no personal or familial ties to the Holocaust. And not in a remotely good way.

I currently hate the world, everyone in it, and my father most of all for knowing and not telling me.

Comments

[splintertalon.livejournal.com]

Nothing like that kind of heritage to overturn a day. If you mean what I think you mean, our respective dubious ancestors probably hung out at some stage. You ever wanna talk about it, I'll be over here.

Funny how these things go. In the peculiar way, not the 'ha ha' way.

[skull-bearer.livejournal.com]

Probably, I just found out my grandmother was hand-in-pants with a collaborator who was responsible for the deaths of hundreds of people and handing the french resistance over to the gestapo. My father knew, and never told me. I am feeling so betrqyed right now.

[splintertalon.livejournal.com]

Man. I know how you feel, if it helps. Sweeping this stuff under the carpet is never the right way to go, because it will out eventually.

I'd tell you the story about my grandad, the SS man, the wife-swapping party and the 90's family barbeque, but now probably isn't the best moment.

[splintertalon.livejournal.com]

(Oh, and need I say- you got my email if you want to talk more in depth. I'm kinda inarticulate and flippant about my experiences in stuff like this in public as an unintentional defense mechanism.)

[pepperjackcandy.livejournal.com]

Crap.

I wish I could think of something else to say. 8-(

[skull-bearer.livejournal.com]

Well. Crap. was precisely me reaction I want to take over 9000 baths.

[shadowvalkyrie.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[skull-bearer.livejournal.com]

Cheers. I hate the world so much right now. I am the grandaufghter of a totally sick collaborator responsible for the deaths of hundreds of people and god help it, I thought she was my nice grandmother.

[shadowvalkyrie.livejournal.com]

Holy shit! That's really awful. Like you needed another "losing last shred of tust in humanity" moment. I wished I could help you somehow. I guess Splintertalon is in a better position for that, but if you need someone else to talk to, I'm there.

[lupie-stardust.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry.

[skull-bearer.livejournal.com]

Not as sorry as I am, believe me, and not as sorry as my father's going to be for knowing and hiding this from me.

[lupie-stardust.livejournal.com]

I wonder why he told you now?

[skull-bearer.livejournal.com]

He didn't. I was visiting my aunt (on his encouragement) and she told me everything. He disagrees with her but who does he want me to believe? If it wasn't for her I would have known nothing. A lot of shit is going down and frankly I'm glad I'm on this side of the channel.

[analia-the-1st.livejournal.com]

Wow. I don't really know what to say. Skeletons always come out of the family closet at the worst time. *hugs*

[halokitty69.livejournal.com]

I'm with the taking 9000 baths reaction. That is just fucked up *hugs*