Random update from the department of terminally bad days

[skull_bearer]

If someone asks, I will never again be able to say I have no personal or familial ties to the Holocaust. And not in a remotely good way.

I currently hate the world, everyone in it, and my father most of all for knowing and not telling me.

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[splintertalon.livejournal.com]

Nothing like that kind of heritage to overturn a day. If you mean what I think you mean, our respective dubious ancestors probably hung out at some stage. You ever wanna talk about it, I'll be over here.

Funny how these things go. In the peculiar way, not the 'ha ha' way.

[skull-bearer.livejournal.com]

Probably, I just found out my grandmother was hand-in-pants with a collaborator who was responsible for the deaths of hundreds of people and handing the french resistance over to the gestapo. My father knew, and never told me. I am feeling so betrqyed right now.

[splintertalon.livejournal.com]

Man. I know how you feel, if it helps. Sweeping this stuff under the carpet is never the right way to go, because it will out eventually.

I'd tell you the story about my grandad, the SS man, the wife-swapping party and the 90's family barbeque, but now probably isn't the best moment.

[splintertalon.livejournal.com]

(Oh, and need I say- you got my email if you want to talk more in depth. I'm kinda inarticulate and flippant about my experiences in stuff like this in public as an unintentional defense mechanism.)